I have a crush on someone's boyfriend

Okay, saya ada crush kat boyfriend orang...nama dia, OKAY memang tak akan berlaku di sini lah. What I am trying to say is, this could happen to any girls. You likes this guy, then dapat tau dia someone's boyfriend. Kalau you rapat dengan dia macam mana pun,you tau you have to limit yourself,kan.

Apa lagi orang yang langsung tak dapat chance nak kenal crush dia.Tengok dari jauh saja. Satu hari kalau terserempak dengan crush, memang seronok, lepas itu dalam kepala selalu replay scene menarik tu. Then mula berangan "Kalau lah masa tu aku buat pula ...". Masa tu lah tiba-tiba otak jadi creative kan.

Memang best, tapi dia pula ada girlfriend. Selalunya kita akan macam " Kalau lah aku kenal dia sebelum that girl kenal dia. I wish I was there first".  Reality is, she was there first. Kita tak boleh deny yang kita memang jealous dengan dia tapi she's so lucky to have him. Ended up, kita admire that guy dari jauh saja. Memang seronok ada crush, buat kita happy hari-hari sebab looking forward terjumpa/bercakap dengan dia, macam hari-hari is summer, hari-hari happy. Except that, during this season, she's got a tan and we got  sunburn.

Tapi, I tak rasa you should give up, you should keep on saja having a crush (or a few,tak salah) sebab ada banyak benefits sebenarnya. Contohnya bila kita ada crush, ada hormon akan dilepaskan yang boleh membuatkan kita rasa seksi.Sekali gus buat kita confident. Kadang-kadang, seperti contoh yang I beri di atas, having a crush buat imaginasi kita berkembang pesat (hiih hii hiii). Tak salah nak ada crush, semua orang nak happy, kan?

i eats music

There are few good music that I've been listening to. Music is like good food to me, kadang-kadang bila dah suka satu lagu, mesti nak dengar saja bila tak buat apa-apa. macam addicted pun ada. baru-baru ni I suka dua lagu dari One Republic. First dari album Waking Up, lagu Marching On. Music diorang ni memang brilliant. Lirik lagu ni pun brilliant. It tries to provide us with new hope,suruh kita bangun,mara ke hadapan (tau,cliche).Music dan lirik lagu ni memang selari, a perfect match. Bersemangat selepas dengar lagu ni.

Then satu lagi lagu yang I suka lagu Good Life. Music nya, WOW.Memang sesuai dengan tajuk, plus lyrics yang unik..maybe I suka sebab I suka lyrics yang more to 'physical' instead of bahasa-bahsa bunga ini.Direct sikit and sound realistic.tak percaya? baca lyrics ni:

Woke up in London yesterday
Found myself in the city near Piccadilly
Don't really know how I got here
I got some pictures on my phone

New names and numbers that I don't know
Address to places like Abbey Road
Day turns to night, night turns to whatever we want
We're young enough to say

Oh, this has gotta be the good life
This has gotta be the good life
This could really be a good life, good life

I say, "Oh, got this feeling that you can't fight"
Like this city is on fire tonight
This could really be a good life, a good, good life

To my friends in New York, I say hello
My friends in L.A. they don't know
Where I've been for the past few years or so
Paris to China to Colorado

Sometimes there's airplanes I can' t jump out
Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now
We are God of stories, but please tell me
What there is to complain about?

When you're happy like a fool, let it take you over
When everything is out you gotta take it in

Oh, this has gotta be the good life
This has gotta be the good life
This could really be a good life, good life

I say, oh, got this feeling that you can't fight
Like this city is on fire tonight
This could really be a good life, a good, good life
Oh, a good, good life, yeah

Hopelessly
I feel like there might be something that I'll miss
Hopelessly
I feel like the window closes oh so quick

Hopelessly
I'm taking a mental picture of you now
'Cause hopelessly
The hope is we have so much to feel good about

Oh, this has gotta be the good life
This has gotta be the good life
This could really be a good life, good life

I say, "Oh, got this feeling that you can't fight"
Like this city is on fire tonight
This could really be a good life, a good, good life
Oh yeah, good, good life, good life, oh, this is

To my friends in New York, I say hello
My friends in L.A. they don't know
Where I've been for the past few years or so
Paris to China to Colorado

Sometimes there's airplanes I can' t jump out
Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now
We are God of stories but please tell me
What there is to complain about?

So how is it?  I think its superb. Jangan lupa dengar lagu ini,tak rugi!

you dragged me in

i kenal this person dah lama.dah 3 tahun.dah lama tak chat this person.tiba-tiba dia tegur kat chatroom.borak-borak for few days,everything went smoothly,until one day kitorang cakap pasal one topic,yang i was totally disagreed with,kitorang terus tak chat selepas itu (bukan gaduh pun).i online,you online,tapi senyap saja.well,kita kan dah lama tak chat,i almost forget about you,tiba-tiba you tegur, you dragged me to remember you, and now i tak boleh keluar! i'm stuck! i bukan kisah pun if we have different opinion tapi tak perlu lah sampai tak tegur langsung.apa salah nya?i tak marah you,you tak marah i,kan.we can still be friend,kan.tak perlu cakap pasal topic itu lagi,semua settle.i never find our relationship is disturbing,so why not continue?